I can't take my eyes off of you

sweet reunion jamaica and spain

2007-06-11T03:19:04Z

thursday is my last day for my summer class. it's going to be a nice break till the end of august. if i don't get another job within the next month, i'm going to be transfered to center campus and work there. so i can take my criminal justice classes and enter the police academy, since it's all over that way anyway.

cedar point in 2 weeks. mike and myself and a few of his friends from harper woods are going. we are really excited actually, plus we are stopping to get fireworks. then the tastefest on the 6th cause lupe fiasco is going to be there. on the 7th we might have a tigers game to go to since his parents were invited and they don't want to go. we get a buffet and get to watch the game in really awesome seats for free.

nikki... i wish i wasn't so busy and tired all the time, so i can make more of an effort to keep in touch. i know you read this and i'll try my best to call you this week sometime. i miss you too, trust me. christmas is right around the corner, it's going to come faster than we both think.

but that's about it.

this class is ridiculous

2007-05-23T14:16:19Z

i hate this summer class i am taking. it is only 4 weeks long and it is so boring. i play on the internet all day.
i got my general studies certificate.
it doesn't mean anything but it is still something.
i'll get my associates in the fall. finally.
and then continue on with whatever i decide.
maybe join the police academy?

mike and i have a bunch of things to do this summer.
cedar point, up north, curtiss' wedding, tigers game, my bday.

i realized that all my friends are two faced.
and i miss nikki a lot.
my aunt is trying to give me her frequent flier miles.
so i can go visit her.
i'm thinking after my bday
so we can party.
hah.

she got me the cutest purse ever from hawaii.
i love it.

i've been pretty sick.
they think i have an ulcer.
stop stressing me out.

how does it feel?

2007-05-09T03:20:39Z

my boyfriend picks me lilacs.
he's as sweet as pie.

but your man can't handle it

2007-04-09T06:05:10Z

well.
my life is spectacular recently.
everything is just dandy.
school is going good.
have like 5 weeks left
then a couple weeks off.
then i start the summer class but
it's only for 4 weeks.
really can't wait for this summer
a lot is planned.

and my birthday is like 5 months away.
that's pretty exciting.

mike is working 2 jobs now.
he always has money so it's been nice.
i see him maybe 2 times a week now.
better for our relationship.
everything is looking up for him now.
we're happy.

420 is coming up soon.
there's going to be a boxing match.
i can't wait.

i love you

2007-03-04T07:37:43Z

3 of mikes friends died in a car accident friday night.
the other 2 are in serious condition at st.johns.
they don't think they will make it.
it's so incredibly sad.
mike is taking it super super hard.
i really just don't know what to do.

i can't take anything for granted.
it can be taken away from me in a minute.
gosh. this really sucks.

ouch

2006-12-11T02:25:32Z

nikki comes home in about a week. very very excited.
finals are this week.
i'm doing really well in my classes, so i expect to do fine.
this week at work is going to be crazy, but i can't wait for this next check. it's going to be amazing.

i went to the hospital last night.
i had really bad stomach pains.
it was pretty much caused by going through too much stress
and my stomach was raw and then i put thai food on top of it.
not a good combo.

i've learned a lot over the past month.
life changing things.
and it's really helping.

"hell is other people"

i love you

2006-12-05T04:02:20Z

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

capachino @ 2006-10-14T13:44:00

2006-10-14T17:45:16Z

some people never ever change.
really ridiculous.

capachino @ 2006-10-05T20:57:00

2006-10-06T01:13:45Z

it's been like 2 months since i updated at all.
everything is going really well.
i keep getting sick though, that sucks a lot.

i'm wearing myself out.
all i do is work and go to school
then i see mike for about an hour every few nights.
but we are doing super well.
just perfect really.
it'll be 9 months next week.

christmas shopping soon.
i got mike the new nintendo wii and zelda.
plus he'll get a few small things.
i want to get nik something really sweet
i just got to figure out what that'll be.
me and phil are going to go xmas shopping the day after thanksgiving.
i don't think i have ever done that yet.

the tigers game was a blast.
i've been watching every game so far.
they won tonight.
ordonez is my man.

apple orchard next week.
and then i don't know what i'm doing for halloween yet.

oh yeh.
i need to lose 5 lbs.

hate you

2006-08-08T06:31:40Z

at the end of the baseball season i would have been to 3 games.
all for free.
it's pretty sweet.
got one tomarrow. and i'm excited.
i need to bring my mitt this time.

thursday is nicholas bday party.
whirly ball.
never played.
then its camping in mikes backyard.
campfire and everything.

saturday is the venetian fest.
fireworks.
and yummy food.

school starts soon
really excited.
after this semester i have 23 more credits to go.
and i got my associates.
so hopefully if things go well.
i'll be going to wayne next fall.

gosh.
everything is perfect.
i'm really learning to stop caring about
the things i really don't need to.
it really took a lot of stress off my life.

bed time gnite.

capachino @ 2006-08-03T00:32:00

2006-08-03T04:41:06Z

i have big big plans for this weekend.
so excited.

mike and myself are going to go rock climbing
and we are going to go do that michigander thing.
where you bike from kalamazoo to traverse city on trails
and camp and shit. his cousins are doing it.
it's going to be so much fun.

i've been going to the gym all week.
i lost a lot of weight.
i can see it in my arms.
i'm determined to get skinny jeans that make me look model-esque.

bye.

holy moley

2006-08-02T02:52:56Z

Life has become easier on every level because you have finally come to terms with whatever the deal is. There are people out there who owe you a lot. Even though they are too messed up to acknowledge this, it doesn’t mean that they don’t know it. You may not ever receive any compensation from them but the universe works in mysterious ways. What we are owed always comes to us, but there’s no rule that says it has come from those who incurred the debt — and, in the end, they will be the ones who get cheated.

thats this weeks horoscope from real detroit.
so crazy. and anyone that knows my past will totally understand this.
and it's insane how earlier today i was thinking about how everything just fell into place and how i'm simply just happy because i have come to terms with a lot of things. and anyone who knows my current dilemma will understand this more too.

capachino @ 2006-07-30T23:21:00

2006-07-31T03:22:17Z

i'm going to buy a pair of skinny jeans on thursday from the gap.
umm really excited.
cause i'm going to look sexy.

capachino @ 2006-07-30T01:42:00

2006-07-30T05:55:28Z

i know tomarrow when i awake i'm going to think this entry is really ridiculous. i feel so smart right now, maybe because i'm high.

i have a novel sitting next to me and i really want to go read it.

man mike is gone for 5 more days. i'm missing him terribly. gosh i love that kid so effing much.

OMG! i ate alligator today. it was a piece of chewy chicken, i swear to you.

i better go now.

informacion

2006-07-27T04:14:36Z

mike cut all his hair off today.

i never knew a luh luh a love like this

2006-07-20T05:42:05Z

i finally get paid today. so excited. i'm taking mike out for a nice dinner at the beach grill.

went up north all weekend with nik. it was a lot of fun, got a lot of sun.
mikes leaving me for a week in about a week. blah.

getting a mani and pedi on friday.
can't wait.

mike makes me super happy.
buut i don't know what else.
i'm tired. gnite.

yehhhh

2006-07-07T03:13:16Z

i got approved for a loan from my bank.
it's going to pay off my credit cards.
i'm really happy i got it because it's going to help me out a lot.
i'm going tomarrow to finalize everything.

now i gotta get my student loan.
i know i will.

other than that.
everything is going steady right now.

capachino @ 2006-07-01T00:44:00

2006-07-01T04:56:50Z

tonight michael and myself went to the tastefest. it was a lot of fun. we ate some amazing food.

buuut...
most importantly we seen mr. common.

the crowd.

mike tried to trick me and told me my man mos def was out there too.
but he had to get my blood flowing for no reason.
that would have been thee day for me to see common and mos def all in one.
ughh.
it seriously was such an amazing perfomance.
just some powerful hip hop.

and we went to the fireworks on wednesday.
saw some black guy running around yelling.
amusement.

good googly moogly

2006-06-27T19:14:12Z

jesus.
i finally got a job.
i am a permanent worker at the bookstore.
i start monday.
it's going to be really nice having money once again.

loosen up my buttons baby

2006-06-26T03:39:02Z

this weekend was a lot of fun.
way better than i expected.
my boofriend is pretty hilarious.
i wish i could go back and do it all over again.

thursday is the detroit fireworks.
excited for that.

i have to register for classes tuesday morning.
briana and i are taking 3 classes together.
anthropology, philosophy, and math.
and then i'm taking spanish.

but thats it.
don't really care about anything else.

yum yum

2006-06-19T06:09:53Z

up north this weekend.
waaay excited.

me mike anth and shay.
fun.

wait a minute

2006-06-08T06:00:49Z

DO NOT TEXT ME ANYMORE! I TOOK IT OFF MY PLAN! IF YOU TEXT ME I SWEAR I WILL CHARGE YOU .10 CENTS!

mike and myself are going to make a trip to cambridge so we can see the african safari this summer. it's going to be amaze. it's like only $20 american to go.

thanks a toodles sandra land water for the maginificent din din and the waters.
you are pretty sweet at your job, btw.
definitely on top of things.
umm...
waitress of the year.
you spit on my rice didn't you?

we are going up north on the 23rd.
pretty excited.
i've never been high and walked through the woods.
or seen a deer high.
i bet it's great.

so happy right now.
mike gives me the giggles.

umm

2006-06-03T09:08:26Z

i'm positive my boyfriend is better than yours.
so in love.
beat that.

they hate to see you doing better than them

2006-05-30T15:35:01Z

i'm positive i've had the best weekend ever.
going to mikes boat and taking the dingy out and just relaxing.
it's a lot of fun.
plus everything else.
we went for a bike ride last night.
he did his little bmx trick things and i just rode a banana seat bike.
ahh i wish i could repeat everything over again.

buut.
everything with him is just so perfect.
i really can't ask for anything more.

pills

2006-05-11T06:29:13Z

tomarrow night is going to be awesome.

and.
i miss my boyfriend bunches xpi.
4 months friday for us.
couldn't be any happier with him.